....LOVE AND LOVE....

This is to the one who still loves me even after I messed up again. He knows the deeper the mess and stronger the message. To my husband and lover.
Did you not know that I cheated on you?
I took your ring off my finger in my attempt to rekindle an affair with my ex
Yh even after I said " I do"
"I don't "  I don't most mind sharing your rightful property with him
My eX
Yes I know I know, X is always bringing problems for me to solve ,even my math teacher said so
Yet I was X-clusively involved in another intimate relationship outside our marriage
But I promise , it wasn't my intension
I was thirsty and tired of water so l went in for beer only sold at one night club
What I seem to have forgotten was anything aside the living water would be leaving me empty
It was a there ,that he spotted me and came quite close
As any married woman would do , I showed him my ring
He assured me he wanted to catch up as "just friends"
Dangerous move, I thought
But still made it anyway, nothing was really at stake right?  Wrong!
Before I knew I heavily drunk for he encouraged me to take another shot and another and another
We danced our hearts out,
THEN🤔🤔
Everything went BLACK
I woke up to find myself clothless and same way I was after our very first date
I brushed it off, went home and continued with my life like nothing ever happened
"After all it just a one night stand"
What I failed to realise was soon that one night stand would be a whole lifetime fall
Faking my "good wife" life during the day,and sneaking to meet him at night became thrilling each day
For in him was no light but darkness
And in darkness we would lie
But truth is a good sprinter
It soon caught up with my lies
For my symptoms showed and tests and tribulations proved me pregnant
For my ex
With deceit, immortality and death
My husband will soon hear this
An abortion? No I may die
Finally what I settled on made me cry
I decided to go back my ex, I had his child
He received me lovingly making me feel I had made the best choice
There I saw running in the tuxedo
He must have been right from work
" my love! Don't do this! " ,he cried out. " come back "
Me: but I cheated on you
My husband: I forgive you
Me : I don't deserve this, besides I'm with child for him!
My husband: I don't care ,I just want you back. I still love you even in your mess
So I went back,
And his presence was all it all it took to miscarry the fruit of my womb
He give new seeds which germinated into the fruit
Of the Spirit
You've gone far enough, he wants you back😉